Saturday, April 11, 2009

Flaws & All

I'm a train wreck in the morning.
I'm a bitch in the afternoon.
Every now and then without warning, I can be really mean towards you
I'm a puzzle, yes indeed. Ever-complex in every way
All the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet, you see the picture clear as day.....
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Simply, flaws and all
And that's why I love you
I neglect you when I'm working
When I need a attention, I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfection, and you see passed all that
I'm a peasant by some standards, but in your eyes I'm a queen
You see potential in all my flaws, and that's exactly what I mean.....
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you......
~Beyonce
Why have I decided to blog????
Thanks to my BFF, I am here, putting my thoughts down...an outlet, a place to let things out, to write, get advice, share opinions and perspectives....So why now? I don't know really know. All I do know is, life is pretty much like your typical Univision novela; as dramatic and chaotic as can be, and blogging is probably the closest thing to "sanity".
With that said, I'm here, flaws and all, thinking of who I am, how I am- flaws and all, and how the one I love still loves me, regardless of those flaws. But-can I love him, trust him, after so much drama? Is it worth it? Should I assume he f*cked up or believe what he says? Should I learn from my past and takes his words as lies? Or do I believe him?
What would you do if the one you loved put themselves in a situation where they lied and made themselves look like a cheater? Do you compare them to the cheating ex?

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